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Not the End
Seemingly fixated on darkness and fear, the most terrifying thing, Drawing conclusions like an open-ending horror movie scene, Rejecting the fantasy of living in solitude and contentment, Disconnecting from joy, unhealthy thoughts becoming relentless, Reprogramming my mind, redirecting my purpose in this life, Breaking down the harsh, cold barriers of negativity and sadness, Surrounding myself…
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Spiritually Unknown
Past encounters with humanity have been unpleasant, Endurance of the fake friendliness of others. Offering acts of kindness has not been useful, Sharing laughter or smiles didn’t make a difference, Lifting morale for those in need of an ear to listen did not matter, No one sees my kindness, no one recognizes my peaceful heart,…
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Awaiting A Miracle
Pacing repeatedly, forming a pattern across the floor, Staring unintentionally at the unopened door, Strained wrists, both fists clinched ever so tightly, Apathy defines me, aggravated with no interest in writing, Can’t begin to conquer the dream of falling asleep, No hunger, no thirst, forcing myself to eat and drink, Curiosity of my future, my…
